Yet Anotherone

White is always my favourite,for me its a symbol of purity,a sight of sweet innocence,of love and care,of joy and smiles,it shows peace and it always has been a part of me in one or the other way,so i am back to white template again:) Afterall they say "Follow your heart" isnt it? the previous template was excellent but it had no white streak in it,and i wanted it badly,tried to do something but could do nothing,i am no expert in designing it all,i am back to white,and mroe than anything it was chosen by him:) said it suits me,my words here,in simple words "Expressions of silence is incomplete without the purity of whiteness"

Dusk is just an illusion because the sun is either above the horizon or below it and that means that day and night are linked in a way that few other things are;they cannot be one without the other,yet they cannot exist at the same time.How would it feel to be always together,yet forever apart?
Source :Read it somewhere"

Gulzar ek baar phir.....

Naap ke, waqt bhara jaata hai, har rait ghadi mein
ik taraf khali ho jab phir se ulat dete hain usko

umra jab khatm ho, kya mujhko wo ulta nahin sakta?

YOU & ME

ME: Always blah blah blah,keeping silent for me is a tough job,No wonder you keep bribing me to be silent for an hour:D
YOU:Always silent,errrr,mostly,No wonder i keep pinching you when instead of saying it out you nod your head for most of my blah blah blah:p


YOU:You wake up at 6am everyday and read the newspaper and watch TV with the MUTE button on:) and try not to wake me up,Wont disturb my peaceful sleep:)
ME:I never wakeup before you do,the reason is i love you the most and dont want to disturb you either by pinching your nose,pulling away your blanket,and last and the most effective.....pouring a mug of cold water right on your face:D See,i am so considerate;p

ME:I cook,No,not because i love doing so but i love to make experiments and now that i have you who has to taste everything i make i am busy always in the kitchen,But i make sure not to eat what i make,i dont ever taste it first,You always do:D
YOU: Eat everything i make and appreciate it and you relish each bit of it,you keep smiling while eating it and you make sure to msg me "Thankyou for a nice lunch" Now thats like a good boy.

ME:A die hard romantic at heart i keep sending you sms and calling you up when i am away from you,writing to you,expressing it always.
YOU:I get one romantic sms per day when i am away "Had your lunch?" and at home i get a smile for every word i say and nothing more.......but i know what your eyes convey:)

ME:when i am angry about anything or with you i tend to vanish from the place,i hide,i go silent,i runaway,wont let anyone come near.
YOU:when you are angry you just reason it out,and explain it,try to talk,you pamper me,try to soothe me with words,try to hold my hand and yes,i give in ultimately:)


ME:I fight,crib,sulk,throw tantrums,headstrong,arrogant,and hot headed.
YOU:Extremely patient,ever smiling,silent and level headed,no nonsense kind of a person,always ready to pamper me.

ME:I always loose to you in every arguement but you make me feel as if i won and jump around saying that you lost.
YOU:You win but you make sure to make me feel that i have not lost,with a hug you say i always win:)

ME:I say i love you
YOU: you make me feel that you love me without saying it out.

THANKYOU.
This song is for you, my favourite from the movie "hastezakhm"

betaab dil ki tamannaa yahi hai
tumhein chaahenge tumhe.n poojenge
tumhe.n apnaa Khudaa banaayenge,

soone soone Kvaabon me.n jab tak tum na aaye the
Kushiyan thii.n sab auron kii,
Gam bhii saare paraaye the
apne se bhi chupaaii thii dhadkan apne seene kii
ham ko jeeena padatha thaa, Kwaahish kab thi jeene ki
ab jo aake tum ne hame.n jeenaa sikha liyaa hai
chalo duniya naii basaae.nge, betaab ....

bheegii bheegii palako.n par sapne kitne sajaae hai.n
dil mein jithnaa andheraa tha, utne ujaale aae hai.n
tum bhi ham ko jaganaa naa, baaho.n me.n jo so jaaen
jaise Kushbuu phoolo.n me.n tum me.n yuun hii kho jaaen
pal bhar kisi janam me.n kabhii chhoote naa saath apnaa
tumhen aise gale lagaaenge, betaab ....

vaade bhi hain, kasame.n bhi, beetaa vaqt ishaaro.n kaa
kaise kaise aramaan hai.n, melaa jaise bahaaro.n kaa
saraa gulshan de Daalaa, kaliyaan aur khilaao naa
hanste hanste ro de.n ham, itnaa bhi to hansaao naa
dil me.n tumhin base ho, raha aanchal vo bhar chukaa hai
kahaan itanii Kushii chhupaaenge.

Pic courtesy: thanks to my LG mobile,could capture the moment when you gave me the first gift of flowers:)

Friends.

Bhaite bhaite zindagi hume teri yaad agayi, woh lamhe woh baatein yaad again,dhalte suraj ki laali se bhari aasman aur baarish ke woh din yaad agaye,koi khoya dost tho kahi khoya hua pyar yaad agaya,kisine pukara nahi,kisine yaad kiya nahi,fir bhi aaj dil udaas hain,waqt ke panno ko paltaane ka mann kartha hain....kaun hain jo wahan jise dekne ko dil tarastha hain,dhund mein koi nazar nahi aatha par aas hain kisike hone kya......zindagi aaj humne teri yaad agayi......

We form opinions easily,and at times forget that what we see is not what the reality is,but then we all love to live in our own beautiful structures called Egos.It was easy to say i am busy,you should have tried calling me like always,i would have answered as always,wish you turned back once,i was waiting there till the clouds formed and then it started raining, no one knew i was crying,the tears flowed along with the rain drops,while walking away i kept looking back,hoping that you might come back,but you dint,and i reached a point where i had to walk off into an unknown tomorrow,these days my yesterdays took a back seat,i have no time to look back but then do you know my dear friend?
"I still wait for you,wishing and hoping that one day you will be back,One day we will be together again,with all smiles and joy,and we will be again called "friends "

"sunate hain ki mil jaatii hai har chiiz duaa se
ek roz tumhe.n maa.Ng ke dekhenge Khudaa se

duniyaa bhii milii hai Gam-e-duniyaa bhii milaa hai
vo kyuu.N nahii.n milataa jise maa.Ngaa thaa Khudaa se

aaiine me.n vo apanii adaa dekh rahe hain
mar jaaye ki jii jaaye koii unakii balaa se

To those friends who feel i changed,or feel i am busy and maynot respond as before,Just to let you know that i am the same,Changes are in my life,not in me as a person,Wish you knew that,wish you understood that. Miss you.

Life

Music again,as always a part of my life,the songs are still the same,my music tastes have not changed,but they sound even more beautiful,sound even more meaningful,Its all in the way we feel,isnt it. I feel wonderful,but still i miss something,miss mom,her food,my two furbrats,miss those arguements with my bro,those days of all free time doing nothing,no responsibilities,being a kid,making mistakes and getting away with a smile,being with friends all the time,masti,dhamaal whatnot:) but then nothing is static here,isnt it.

ghar jaayegii tar jaayegii ho Doliyaa.n cha.Dh jaayegii
ho o mehendii lagaayeke re kaajal sajaayeke re
dulhaniyaa mar jaayegii,
mehendii mehe.ndii khelii thi mai.n teri hii saheli thi mai.n
tuune to suman ko chunaa thaa,



vaqt kaa saayaa kisane Taalaa hai
hokar rahegaa jo hone vaalaa hai

din to ye bhi guzar jaaegaa par ye lamha guzartaa nahii.n
aag hii aag hii aag hai phir kyuun suraj pighalathaa nahin
daag dhone se jaate nahin, dard rone se ghatatha nahii.n
vaqt kaa saayaa ...



kahiin duur jab din Dhal jaae
saanjh kii dulhan badan churaae
chupke se aae
mere Kayaalo.n ke aangan me.n
koi sapno.n ke deep jalaae, deep jalaae
kahii.n duur



ai zindagi ye lamha jee lene de
o pehle se likhaa kuchh bhii nahii.n
roz nayaa kuchh likhthii hai tuu
jo bhii likhaa hai dil se jiyaa hai
ye lamhaa filhaal jii lene de



chhoti baatein
chhotii chhoTii baato.n kii hai yaade.n ba.dii
bhuule nahii.n biitii hui ek chhotii ghadii
janam janam se aa.nkhe.n bichhaai.n
tere liye in raaho.n mein,
Maine tere liye hi saat rang ke sapne chune..

Pic courtesy: ME,ME & Only ME.
Ooops and my LG cam phone too

CHANGE:)

Everything changed,So did i,I see a new face in the mirror,the reflections are unknown but i still stand by them and admire,i have a smile on my face but i still see a glimpse of sadness in those eyes,One day i know even that will vanish,Afterall Life is all about tomorrow,the one with lot of hope.I am flying with time for now,I have no destinations to reach,I am in no hurry,Let me fly,One day i will reach you,till then i know you will be waiting for me,Life......You always amaze me:)

bhuulii bisarii cha.nd ummeede.n
cha.nd fasaane yaad aaye
tum yaad aaye aur
tumhaare saath zamaane yaad aaye

dil kaa chaman shaadaab thaa
phir bhi Khaak siudthi rehathi thii
kaise zamaane ai
Gam-e-jaanaa.N tere bahaane yaad aaye
Tha.ndii sard havaa ke jho.nke
aag lagaakar chho.D gaye
phuul khile shaaKho.n pe naye
aur dard puraane yaad aaye


ha.Nsane vaalo.n se Darate the
chhup chhup kar ro lete the
gaharii gaharii soch me.n Duube
do diivaane yaad aaye

--Razi Tirmazi