Sunday, August 10, 2008

Hope

Pic courtesy : An evening from our Terrace

Its surprising how often I think of you,
turn to speak to you,
and realize you're not right there

i guess i hold you so close in thought
that its hard to understand sometimes,
that you aren't close in person.

"Kisi mausam ka jhaunka tha
jo is deewar par latki hui tasveer tirchhi kar gaya hai
gaye sawaan mein ye deewarein yoon seeli nahin thi
na jaane is dafa kyun inmein seelan aa gayi hai
darare pad gaye hai aur seelan is tarha baithti hai
jaise khushk rukhsaroon pe geele aansu chalte hain"

Its been more than three years, and there are still such memories, such moments which come back, remind me of the time gone by, of the people who walked away, of the tears and pain and the emptiness which filled up, the darkness and silence which just took over and it hurt so badly that there were moments when i thought it was the End. That there is nothing more, I cried, day and night, hoped and wished that you will be back, i wished it were just a dream but then reality dawned and how i wished it never did. Days went by and i just moved on, took lot of time to smile again and to push back the tears it took lot of strength, i took time but i did so.

The words are just a reminder for me that nothing stops, you wont stop living and End is not when you want it to be, it would come, but till then just live, the Hope of a tomorrow will bring a new light. The darkness has to go and it did. Today every smile is so precious and every joy so memorable because i know the worth of it and Thanks to the one who left... If not for you i never knew i had strength, to fight back and to live, I now know about HOPE, thanks to you. Life goes on and i await Another New Day.

And then there is SRK always with his line "Picture abhi baaki hain dost"

14 comments:

~nm said...

How do you do it? I mean you are so good! Each time you come up with such beautiful posts that have such intense yet warm feelings! Amazing.

Rohit Tripathi said...

you are a real master.. I got tears in my eyes aftr reading this post.. b'fuly written.. from heart to heart :-)

Rohit
New Post :
Jaane Tu Ya Jaane Na....Rocks

Stone said...

Loved first few lines the most.

Oh yes, if things don't look good I always console myself by thinking that its already an another day in Australia :-)

My Life, My Music....... said...

The beauty of the trees, the softness of the air,
the fragrance of the grass speaks to me.
The summit of the mountain, the thunder of the sky,
The rhythm of the sea, speaks to me.
The faintness of the stars, the freshness of the morning,
the dewdrop on the flower, speaks to me.
The strength of the fire, the taste of salmon, the trail of the sun,
and the life that never goes away, they speak to me
And my heart soars.....
Chief Dan George

Sorry for using your space to express my feeling.
:) Rohit

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Pallavi said...

thats why we have endings and beginnings.. to a new beginning.. !!

starry nights said...

Just beautiful

kunalc said...

thanks for posting this....guess i needed it...

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sawan said...

rohit, i am with u. no words for you alapana.. yu just broght back memories.. a drop of tear..

Hip Grandma said...

that was a brilliant piece and so well expressed.check out my blog and you will find something in it for you.

Dimple said...

That was so beautiful...very touching ..

Ye manzilen !! said...

aaj to 8 sept hain na? Janam Mubarakk.
picture bahut baki hai mere dost....keep watching...

Purva said...

very poignant....

 

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