Sunday, February 10, 2008

Mere ghar aana zindagi..


"Aalapana,the sounds of music,which is a part of my life,aalapana which changes according to the raga being sung,similar to my words,which change according to my emotions"
The first post written that evening,Two years back when the journey started again.

Two years already,Two years since one evening when i just closed my diary and walked to the computer to restart blogging, two years already since i closed Akruti? Two years since life started all over again,Two years of no contacts with the people who left,who walked away and two years since i turned back to look at people whom i left behind,emotions which i ran away from,tears which now don't roll out so easily and the innocence which i left far behind,Life changed so much and new experiences and new people walked in, happiness and smiles frequented often and tears and loneliness became rare, Happy Two years of existence Aalapana.Thank you for all the new beginnings and thank you for Another New Day.
There are people who come here regularly,some come here,read and go back, silently,I wish you come out and say it once that you do read the blog:) I would have another reason to smile, another reason to write,to keep writing,De lurk people, make me smile:)

"There were tears,when i was listening to this song, to be true to myself there are tears most of the mornings when i am driving on those empty roads, early in the morning when the morning chilled air strikes me fast and furious, i just keep staring at the trees and those flowers fallen on the road,when the music is playing in my ears and there i feel it, a darkness which i keep pushing away but it still is lingering around somewhere deep in the heart,My eyes keep searching for that one similar face in the crowd at the traffic signal, There are no questions to ask or no answers to seek but still the eyes keep looking out and in a few seconds i snap out of the feeling and push away the impending tears and get busy with Life.
The song is an oldie again, 1979, Uttam kimar and sharmila in the movie Dooriyan and sung by Bhupinder and Anuradha Paudwal. I wish i had enough words to describe it..
...

Zindagi Zindagi Mere Ghar Aana Aana Zindagi
Zindagi Mere Ghar Aana Aana Zindagi
Mere Ghar Ka Seedha Sa Itna Pataa Hai
Ye Ghar Jo Hai Chaaron Taraf Se Khula Hai
Na Dastak Zaruri, Na Aavaz Dena
Mere Ghar Ka Darvaaza Koi Nahin Hai
Hain Deevaren Gum Aur Chahat Bhi Nahin Hai
.......................
Mere Ghar Ka Seedha Sa Itna Pataa Hai
Mere Ghar Ke Aage Mohabbat Likha Hai
Na Dastak Zaruri, Na Aawaz Dena
Main Saanson Ki Raftaar Se Jaan Lungi
Havaaon Ki Khushboo Se Pehchaan Lungi

28 comments:

~nm said...

Congratulations on the 2nd birthday of your blog! :D

Keep writing and we will keep reading! And write more often please!!

The Empty Head said...

hey...many congratulations...

well, to be fair, u;ve been writing for more than two years.... & i wish n pray n hope that you keep writin for many many more :)

Ananth said...

I like this blog. I have been reading from past one year.. I have never commented though.. but I always return to check if there are any new posts here.. Keep posting!

jupallis said...

Congrats on 2nd birth day to Aalapana. Though I still miss the old Akruti.. the first blog I ever read...

Stone said...

:-)

the woman said...

Got reminded of you but forgot your add; I remembered it has something to do with aalapana so I googled and got here.

Hi Neels, nice to know that you're still blogging. Have always enjoyed your reads.

Enjoy cooking huh. :)

You keep the vibe going.. I'll keep visiting.

Take care, have fun.

Sush said...

Many congrats!! remember me right? you write awesome and i hope you will continue to, for as long as you remotely can...:)

Michelle said...

Happy Birthday Blog! Hope to read many more!

gaizabonts said...

warm and fuzzy! :) thank you for bringing back a song long forgotten!

G said...

hey its as awesome post da
i have been following ur posts for quite a long time nice to see ur posts

Tulan said...

hi! sorry have been following ur blog for a while but hope to continue again. nice post again. time goes so fast. wish life was like aremote contraol where u can pause rewind etc etc

Srujana said...

Hi aalapana,

Amazing blog!!! Very sensitive feelings put out in a very beautiful way. I have been visiting your blog since sometime and liked it at the first read it self.
Its very seldom that you get to read something that is going on inside you..an exact replica of your innerself...and when that happens you are awestruck and spellbound..this is what happened to me when I first read your blog...I read all the posts at a stretch and couldn´t avoid tears...
Great work and keep writing...always cherish reading your posts :)

Sree said...

congrats and keep going..

My Life, My Music....... said...

Yes, I do.......
and from next time will try to leave footprints also........ :)

Srujana said...

Ayyababoooii :D:D...anni compliments ee thank you thank you. I am completely overwhelmed..and you got me right :)...India ni chala chala missing...eppudu vachestaana ani undi :( hope it will be very soon...and thanks for the concern...I am alright now and ya naaku chala bhayam hospitals ante malli vellalsina avasaram rakoodadu ani okate mokkestunna...and thanks a lot for reading my blog...in a way your blog is one of the strongest inspirations driving me to write again....:):):)..wish you loads and and loads of happiness and keep writing...:)

Shantanu Goel said...

Hey
I'd say congrats as well Neels, but not for the second birthday but 4rth one, I guess. See, I found you, the moment I saw this blog, I could instantly make out that its you. :)
Remember me? recognize me? Don't know if you can, cuz its been soooo looong, and I've also changed my home (the online one that is). Anyways, good to know its not over.. :)

Dreamcatcher said...

Happy budday to the blggie:D
Congratulations!

amrit said...

:)

jupallis said...

Hi Neels,

Is there any guideline saying that you should not post anymore blogs after 2nd birth day :)

Regards
satish jupalli

Alapana said...

~nm,Thank you,for being such a good reader and commenting on each of the post i put up:) i promise to make it up very soon.

Ashish,its been four years to be precise:) thanku

ananth, feels good to know that there are silent readers and feels great infact:)

Satish, i too miss akruti but then...

STONEJI:) :) :)

Alapana said...

the woman, how can i forget you,writing somewhere now? if so and you have no probs then mail me the id,i would love to read too and girl,you brought back so many memories. Hugs to you too.

Sush,you think i can forget you:) welcome back.

michelle, thank you young lady:)

Atul,glad to know someone remembers the song:)

g,thank you, you want to be anon even now? sure:)

Alapana said...

Tulan, no probs,i know you must be busy, and thank god life is not like a remote, we are still humans and errors and rush make it more exciting:)

Srujana, thank god for this post,i found your blog and i am hooked to it now:) thank u lady.

Sree,thank you.

my life..my music, hope you write too:)

Alapana said...

shantz:) i remember you,you stopped blogging after your wedding if i am not wrong,isn't it.Glad to see you here.

DC,thank you lady:)

amrit:)

satih,new post is up now:)

Jayashree said...

all I wanna say.... when is ur next post coming up. I've read almost all.Love ur writings:)

~nm said...

where did you go?

Ankita Datta said...

I love this song too

Raghav said...

I found your blog on Indiblogger!
I must say, the blog is a good read...

and from the comments, I can make out that your blog recently had it's second birthday! Many congratulations!

Preeti said...

Hi ! You havent written for so long, i hope all's ok...

 

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