EXPRESSIONS OF SILENCE

There are changes,loads of them,lot of them,a few which still seem scary,a lot which make me smile,and more than anything i have you,the one who is mostly silent,keeps listening to my blah blah with lots of patience and who knows how to handle my ever changing moods,while counting the stars above the sky i keep wondering if my wish of happiness have been heard now.
its been exactly 14days since you entered my life,completely changing my way of living,my way of thinking,with utmost care and gentleness you take away my independence which was/is so dear to me,you keep reminding that now i dont need to handle everything, i am reminded of time,food,health,sleep and work and rest,everything,when i look at you you give your silent approval of how i look in the new white chudidar i bought,how your eyes smile when i put that black bindi which you like:).
Walking hand in hand in the evening watching the beauty of the valley the silent promise you made,the EXPRESSIONS OF SILENCE which i understood,sitting at the edge of the hills and watching the sun going down the words unspoken made so much difference still,and when i ask you "why do you love me somuch" all i get is a smile,the one which lights up my heart:)
There are so many new people now in my life,relations i havent memorized yet,people i dont recognize yet,attitudes i dont understand yet,i get irritated at times when they poke their noses into my way of thinking,at such times you hold my hand gently reminding me that i am not alone,the look on your face says that all will be fine,those sms you send me from next room when we are surrounded by people,whenever i open my eyes middle of the night i can see you sleeping next to me placing your hand securely around me,
reminding me to get used to the fact that i am not alone,your child like laugh at my innocence,stupidity,confusion,and the way you solve those puzzles which i create in life,everything says I HAVE YOU,TOUCHWOOD,Life is Blissfull.

tere binaa jiyaa jaae naa
bin tere tere bin sajanaa
saans mein saans aae naa
tere binaa ..

jab bhii Kayaalo.n mein tu ae
mere badan se Kushbuu aae
mahake badan mein rahaa na jaae
rahaa jaae naa
tere binaa ....

reshmi raatein roz na hongii
ye saugaatein roz na ho.ngii
zi.ndagii tujh bin raas na a_e
raas aae naa
tere binaa ....