Friday, March 17, 2006

Ashayein..



New hopes,New found smiles,sounds covering up the long drawn silence,the first ray of light peeping in from the closed windows,the long dark night giving away to a new day,And a New life filled with dreams,will it all be mine? Someone knocking at the doors of lonliness, i know i am waiting for it from long,for the sounds,for the bright sunshine,for a new lease of life,for a smile to brighten up my heart,will it be mine?.
Uncertainities again,Clouds looming over the bright sunshine,i am scared,i am not sure if i am excited,but some corner i know i waited for long........will it be mine,the beautiful life? Wish all the questions had answers:)

I remember a few words written long back,i copy them here again.maybe because i relate to them alot,and i want to make them a part of alapana.

"I Keep staring into the silence of the night,I keep listening to the sounds of the silence,I try to play with words but end up in silence,I try to hold a moment in my hands,but it just slips away...The sands of time goes far far away from me,I have no choice but to walk along,Smiling at the waves of emotions shattering to 100 peices on the rocks,I smile because the waves keep coming back,Just like HOPE,and i go on..Flow with the wind,Sing with the birds around,Across the boarders,forgetting the boundaries,Catch me if you can,Before you try i slip off to the far off land. I have to catch that first drop of rain,I haveto touch the first Ray of sun,I have to feel the smell of the freshly drenched Earth,i need to feel the softness of the first petal of the rose,I have to move on,I keep walking off to the far far away grounds,And today i know someone is waiting for me there.....

23 comments:

Arz000n said...

And today i know someone is waiting for me there.....

If I dont leave this lab right now....my friends waiting below for dinner are surely gonna kill me :)

Arz000n said...

Enjoyed reading the second para of this post.....nicely written alapana.

I have to move on,I keep walking off to the far far away grounds,
Certain things happened few days back...and me too on the same frame of mind....I hafta move on....yet again....

Jigal.. said...

hi

nicely written dear....

good to see u come out...

keep it up...

bye

take care

d4u said...

I hope that it will all be yours:) Just keep up the faith....Dont lose hope is the moral of the story!!

ishita said...

beautiful lines...had me drifting in smiles and sighs....:-)

this is the first post i read tdy morning and i am glad i did:-)

Ardra said...

Prayers and Best Wishes are always with you...
May You find whatever it is that you seek...
Lovingly
ardra

Stone said...

" Ashayein...."

I liked the title :-)

Anonymous said...

left alone.....

s! said...

knowing someone is there waiting makes it all the more worth the while walking there!

sush said...

aashayein...hmm..

The Individualist said...

Beautiful pictures. And good for you that you do know that someone out there in the far horizon is standing tall and waiting for you.

Art said...

All of wait for someone or something always dear :)
Wait!!! this is another thing constant in our lives.. We are always waiting for something or the other.

Invincible said...

a thorough optimist that you are !

zypsy said...

I have to catch that first drop of rain,I have to touch the first Ray...

just beautiful!!

som said...

Nice post, but......

Sush said...

hope IS everything..

illusions said...

...I don't want to wait in vain for your love, from the very first time I read your blog, it's words have been mesmerizing me...modified version of Bob Marley's "Waiting in Vain"...excellent lyrics

Have a good day!

PuNeEt said...

its very beautiful

Alapana said...

arZOON,Do let me know if you are alive or they Killed you:p
Hmmm,experiences teach us always to move on,i hope you take it positively and move on Yet Again:)

Jigal,did i tell you before also that you remind of a flying bird:p
thanku and you takecare.

d4u,hahaha,Dont loose Hope is the moral of the story and it reminds of of AB:p

Alapana said...

ishita,thankyou, Not all posts of mine are so positive,and beautiful,but then such is life i guess:)

Ardra,thankyou,and the day i get the goodnews confirmed you will be one of the few people whom i would rush to with a smile:) wait for me.

Stoneji,thanku,even i liked the title,was listening to the song from Iqbal at that time.

Alapana said...

Anon,we are all left alone:) isnt it.

S! i agree,it makes it more easier and exciting:)

Sush...hmmm:)

Alapana said...

the individualist:) thanku for the words,i have been to your blog before, and the words there are amazing,left me speachless:)

Art,we all do,and when you do it after lot of disappointments then it makes it even more worth it,but the tension is tough to handle:)

Invincible,No,i was not once,now i am trying:)

Alapana said...

Zypsy,thanku.

Som..thanku....BUT?

sushmita,Ya,it is:)

illusions,thanku,how have you been:)

puneet,thanku

 

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