Sunday, April 09, 2006

BLACK & WHITE

view from my room

Waking up at 5am on a sunday morning is not normal for me,but it has its own beauty,the silence all around and then the first ray of light,sounds filling the silence slowly and walking aroundthe house i find myself lost in thoughts,of A life gone by,a life yet to start and in midst of all this i am thinking of my present.Somuch changed in one go and here i am,struggling to find a hold of my life,taking a tight grip over my emotions,trying hard not to look back and to accept what is gifted to me.Why cant i see a clear picture of a tomorrow?I wish i knew:)
I remember a line by Gulzar.....

'Mushkil hai aakaash pe chalana, Taarey paaon mein chubhtey hain"

In the Garden
jab kabhi mudke dekhata huun main
tum bhi kuch ajanabi si lagatii ho
mai bhii kuch ajanabi saa lagataa huun
ham jahaan the vahaan pe ab to nahin
paas rehane kaa bhi sabab to nahin
koi naarazagii nahiin hai magar
phir bhii ruuthii huii sii lagatii ho
tum bhi ab ajanabi si lagati ho
jab kabhii mudke dekhata huun main
Gulzar

19 comments:

shailen said...

new definitions to struggles now ..
new definition to life..
all the best for the future ..
all the best for now !!

Sush said...

very pretty!!

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Gangadhar said...

I’m trying to break what’s become a bad habit the last few weeks: sleeping in on the weekends.
And yeah..dat's so beautiful to enjoy nature,like u said...
Guljar's lyrics're too gud..

Invincible said...

The most beautiful things happen to us when we are least prepared.
So just soak it in and life is already on track !

Great Gulzaar once again !

sherriff said...

vow....juss read the first line of Gulzaar's nazm and was bold over....superb

d4u said...

Never read em...nice lines:)

ishita said...

beautiful:)...perfect way to read ur post and go to bed...:)

g'nite and God bless

kaunquest said...

johari ki nazar!!.. maan gaye.. you always pick out gems. Is ke saath apni kavita joD ne ki gustaaki na karoonGa maGar, ye paDke mai bhi zara laut gaya us raah pe -

yahi to hai woh raastaa
chalnaa to tere saath thaa
kya sahi tha, kya galat raha
faislaa to mere haath thaa

tere ashq the, tera pyar tha
seene mein kaisa dard tha
tere nain puuchte reh gaye
mai hi tha jo khaamosh tha

...those unspoken words, those lost opportunities
those distant memories, aftertaste of yesterdays

Stone said...

@kaunquest -- good one :-)

@Aalapana -- all the best :-)
u know this is the best time...so enjoyyyy :-)

Arz000n said...

'Mushkil hai aakaash pe chalana, Taarey paaon mein chubhtey hain"
Awesome....heard a lot about Gulzar's writings...never read them though...

Anyway, you take care girl...Good luck!!

Greetz!!

nishita said...

such lovely lines....
u seem to really find the sweetest ones....


Enjoy......

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Arunima said...

I envy you for being able to get up early. I have become very lazy and no matter how much I try I cannot.

lovely lines by the way!

Art said...

wow.. wonderful.. Wish I could also wake up like u early in the morning!!!
And enjoy life dear.. and future is a big mystery.. so let in unfold itself in own time..

silbil said...

my favourite favourite song...tan pe lagti hain kaanch ki boondein man mein chubhe to jaanoon....oh god...how does he understand women so well?
and the poem that he has recited before labon se choom lo...about the two sondhe jism...oh god!!!

 

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