When words fail silence takesover,I have so much to say but then i have no idea how to express it.Happiness is knocking the door and i invited it in with open arms,but then this moment,this very second i suddenly feel so empty,I keep staring at the darkness outside.
Memories try to takeover my thoughts and i am tensed,i dont want to go through it all again,But i felt helpless at that moment,how do i comeout of it,tried to wade through the darkness,the sky is empty and far off i see a lone twinkling star,
and i hear a sound,of the lucky bells hanging there,making their presence felt,Sounds suddenly fill in the place, My phone starts ringing,the special tune "pal bhar mein ye kya hogay,woh main gayi woh mann gaya......." and I knew it was you,only you,and i reachout eagerly,and the smiles are back,the light seems to fill in the place and memories fade away into the darkness outside and my heart is again filled with the glow of happiness and i drift off into dreams again....With you.......of tomorrow,i know you will be with me:)

A song which i am listening to past two days and which is one of my favourite from the loooooooong list of songs which i remember:)

kaa karoon sajanii, aaye na balam
khoj rahii hai.n piyaa paradesii a.nkhiyaan aaye na baalam
jab bhii koii, aahat hoe,
manavaa moraa bhaage dekho kahiin,
TooTe nahin, prem ke ye dhaage
ye matavaarii preet hamarii chupe na chupaae
saavan ho tum main hun tori badariyaa aaye na baalam,
kaa karoon bhor bhai aur, saanjh Dhalii re,
samay ne lii angadaii ye jag saaraa,
neend se haaraa,
mohe neend na aaii main ghabaraauun,
Dar Dar jaaun aye vo na aae
raadha bulaae kahaa.N khoe ho kanhaiyyaa
aae na baalam, kaa karuu.N

Happy UGADI,The new year for south Indians, UGADI SHUBHAKANKSHALU. Let the new year be filled with wonderful days ahead,let the days be lighted with a mix of emotions and let smiles prevail and pain fade away. Happiness to one and all.